Why me

I sat down in solace and ask the question unto the Universe "why me" i know I'm a good person, I've played by the rules, i fought the good fight, never compromised in the face of despair a straight shooter, yet many tragedy befell me, brought about mental breakdown and backwardness in my pursuit of happiness. 

    They say Life has no favourite but you sit and wonder if fortune has preselected a few. Is there any Justice left to spare? in many incidents good people are swindled & ridiculed because they hope, they trust they put in faith. You lend people money in their desperation yet you turn out the bad guy, when you come asking for your hard earned coin. You're skipped promotion or a job opportunity with the qualifications and hard work invested, because you lack connection or certain affiliation, lost love because you're not financially stable, made poor financial decisions, mocked by loved ones because you choose to do right and your predecessors didn't, the list goes on and on, it's marvelling, the variety of dishonorable behavior displayed by man yet they are unfazed. Thus i wonder where lay the silver lining for the good hearted?

    From my drowning in despair due to mishap, i can only tell myself to wear my scars with pride, as a reminder of events past, scars we may boast about in due time. we can't travel back in time, can't rewrite our wrongs and rights, the world easily turns good people evil, with this in mind i know we can't win it all, Life's full of highs & Lows, we will definitely fall at one time or the next, and it's never easy to pull through but i believe that everything will eventually workout, drowning in despair could lead to bad eating habits, addiction, bitterness, cardiovascular diseases and even put a dent in your bank account as a result of the ' what's the point attitude" one thing for sure is that we loose time by staying on the ground when we fall, learning to lift ourselves up should be priority, talking to someone can help, lay out a blueprint & plan your next move, clean yourself up and continue the journey you've set for yourself, and strive beyond the "why me" self induced stigma. 

    it's easier said, i agree but there's no harm in trying, its rather more costly to stay in distress, and once you eventually get up you can use the misfortune as fuel towards your fortune's ahead.

Have a beautiful life, you only have one.